The one thing I don’t want her to do is regret the time we had together. I don’t know if I could handle that. But you know? It’s not about that anymore…it’s about her being happy and honestly, I have no idea where she is at right now…it’s not my place to know. I don’t know. Doesn’t take away the intense fear. I wish I knew how she was.
ch1ckpea asked: Hey hon. I haven't talked to you in a while! Do what ever is best for you. I know tumblr can be a hard place to be when trying to recover. I wish you the best of luck. ♥
cheersxo asked: hey i don't know you but i read your post.. don't give up on yourself.. you can do it and push through... it seems like your about to hit a break through. don't quit. keep pushing yourself to the limit. you can recover! you are strong and great. and i loooveee your blog. confront those feelings and kick 'em in the ass. you'll regret giving up when you're almost there....
No, not on recovery. Not on life…I just… Right now I cannot handle this. Tumblr and basically every other part of my life is bringing up thoughts that I can’t take right now. I have cried for almost 21 hours straight now and I just…I’m trying to push myself through and be okay, but I’m in a place of so much pain right now that to be honest, I am not okay....
Don't let others tell you who you are.
thepocket-sizedchink: They don’t like your clothes? so what? They hate the people that you’re with? forget them. They can’t stand to be in the same room as you? Stand closer to them. They don’t like your voice? Speak louder. They don’t like your face? Make sure you look at them ALL THE TIME. Don’t let others define what kind of person you are. You’re you, and You’re as good as it gets.
Hey loveys! I know that I haven’t been on much, but I just got an iPhone so I shall prolly be on much more now :) Just wanted to let you all know<3 Hope everyone is well!