February 2012
Bawling.
Sitting at school in tears at 6:30 am is so not how I want to start my day. New rules imposed(that are incredibly stupid and made without even talking to me), I’m super furious at my father, and I somehow lost my phone between leaving the house and getting to school.
I’m tired and sad and stressed and exhausted and in pain and I’m fighting so hard to convince myself to eat the...
Eating Disorder Support and Awareness: Binge... →
eatingdisordersupport:
Binge eating is the one disorder that tends to get overlooked a lot, as people often just put it down to greed, or ‘a little bit of comfort eating’, which it isn’t. That’s one of the most important things to understand, if you are suffering from Binge eating disorder, it’s just that, a disorder,…
Phone.
Shittiest week ever, sitting at school crying and it’s only 6:45 am. I don’t have my phone…I think I left it at home. It seems silly, but that phone is what keeps me connected to the people and resources I need for recovery and to keep my spirits up…not to mention simply the anxiety of possibly missing a message or something. :/ fuck. Just really makes me upset on top of...
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No one can make you recover. They can force you...
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Anonymous asked: I'm inpatient for my eating disorder right now, I've been here for a couple weeks. I've been inpatient twice before though, and when I was here before, there was this girl who is like, 20 pounds lighter then me, and she triggered me so much, like I couldn't stop thinking about her. I JUST saw the same girl (still sick) being wheeled down the hall. I'm already so triggered,...
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Crying.
I should really stop reading the twitter pages of the girls at dance. Always makes me feel so hated and alone…
Just because I post about doing rises and dance does NOT mean I think I’m the best dancer in the world. I know I’m not. I know I’m not even that great and that you all are fucking better than me! But I don’t dance to win…I dance because I love it.
I...
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Stop what you're doing, close your eyes, and think...
recoveryisbeautiful:
littlelorelei:
Stop scrolling, I’m serious!
Do it!!
needalifesaver asked: Would a friendly virtual hug help?
Depressed.
I feel so helpless and lost and alone right now.
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