March 2012
Anonymous asked: Sweetie pie, what you're doing is absolutely the HARDEST thing anyone will ever have to do...have faith and hope because you will be ok, it takes time. You young people really really inspire me with your blogs, you share so much of your struggles.. but I think, at times, it can be really draining on you. Anyway, just take good care of yourself, as best as you can, and ask for help when you...
staystrong011-deactivated201203 asked: Smile :)
Not Okay.
I’m not okay, you guys. And honestly it scares the shit out of me. I don’t want to go back to the way I used to be. I don’t want to take up those old habits and ways of coping. I thought things were getting a little better, but right now I’m just collapsing. It’s hard to even breathe.
My coping mechanism to deal with pain has become dance…which is great....
coopsybear asked: Stay happy xxx
newzealandanorexicrecovers asked: Take some you time! Don't rush back. Breathe relax because you deserve to be happy! :)
Tumblr.
Hey everyone. I’m in a really bad place right now emotionally and so I’ve decided it’s probably best for me to spend some time away. I’ll still check my messages and such as often as I can and I promise to try my best to respond to those needing advice, but right now I just don’t feel I’m in am good enough state to be positive and not triggering. I could be back...
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful
Weight.
Sitting at the doctor’s office because I hurt my ankle at dance and had to get X-rays. :/
I hate this. The doctor is fine, but I dread going because of the scale. As long as I avoid those numbers, everything is usually okay in recovery now. I have moments, but I can usually handle it. When I see those numbers, though…it’s so hard to resist the urges. Especially with a hard week...
Keep Fighting.
Thanks for all the support today, you guys. It truly means a lot. From sweet replies to people who have answered my asks…it just..helps. Still struggling majorly and that probably won’t change anytime soon, but I’m trying. just trying to push through and keep fitting no matter how painful it is. It’ll get better, right?
How are you guys? My ask is ALWAYS open if you need...
Heart Broken.
I’m so so so incredibly hurt and in pain. He isn’t just the person I love, he was my best friend. I’m at school, trying to keep back the tears. I’m trying to hard to stay strong and not deal with this by going back to bad actions. I’m trying so hard not to starve myself, not to cut, not to let myself drown in this pain…but it’s so much.
I’m trying....
No Sleep.
Feeling so sad and upset with myself right now that I can’t even stay asleep. Why do I have to say such stupid stuff that makes people I care about mad at me??
Trying to resist all the urges I have right now is so hard…:/ Just want to curl up and disappear.
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Life.
Hey everyone! Just wanted to give a quick update on how I’ve been. :) I know I haven’t been around as much, but I’m trying to change that now…I’ve just had a crazy busy last few months! School is going pretty well, but it is a TON of work. I’m on spring break and have about 70 hours total of homework for the week minimally. Only two months and 11 days until...
coopsybear asked: What's your 'button collection'? x
Recovery is Beautiful: Here are 6 ways to give a... →
recoveryisbeautiful:
1. Recognize and embrace your positive qualities. Make a list of all your assets including skills, experiences, physical and social resources, talents, and anything else that makes you feel good about yourself. Add to the list the compliments that others have given you as well. Reminding yourself…
